When It Get's too Hard

horsegirl1999@yahoo.com — Wed, 10 Sep 2008 00:58:32 GMT

I'm going to England tomorrow. Will be back on the 21st. Should be fun.

horsegirl1999@yahoo.com — Mon, 25 Aug 2008 14:41:19 GMT

Just got a 3rd job. Can you say busy?

horsegirl1999@yahoo.com — Fri, 06 Jun 2008 03:25:58 GMT

GOT A RIDING INSTRUCTION JOB!!!

horsegirl1999@yahoo.com — Wed, 04 Jun 2008 00:06:31 GMT

totally have another interview tomorrow!!! Hopefully this one will work out cause the other interview people are dilly dallying. this one i actually get to teach and it's a laid back barn which is totally what i want.

horsegirl1999@yahoo.com — Tue, 27 May 2008 03:01:44 GMT

SO saturday night i went to Our House in Alston with Jules, Grahame, Ian, John, Nora, and Masha and boy was that a night. I pre-gamed it before i went so i was already a little drunk. Got a couple of drinks that were like all alcohol and yummy so that didnt help.

we then went back to jules apt and boy did it get crazy. Really don't remember a lot but i have some scars to know i scraped my arm and have the major cut to show for it.

some people made out, some people passed out (mainly john and i painted his toes nails and finger nails and shoved styrafoam up his pants :-) ) and lots of other things occured.

you know when you drank a lot of alcohol when the smell of alcohol in the morning makes you nauseous. haha. good night all in all. cant wait to do it again.

horsegirl1999@yahoo.com — Fri, 16 May 2008 01:57:52 GMT

So i just got back from the honor's convocation and i totally got like two awards! I got awarded for academic achievement honors award and a cum laude award as well as a cord to wear tomorrow so that it's recognizable.
totally sweet. i think i might have gotten a 4.0 this semester too...yay

Graduation TOMORROW!!!!!

Graduation party on Sunday yaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy gonna be fun

Monday is the start of the rest of my life.

finals

horsegirl1999@yahoo.com — Fri, 09 May 2008 00:14:10 GMT

LAST FINAL EVER TOMORROW!!!

horsegirl1999@yahoo.com — Tue, 06 May 2008 04:23:29 GMT

So as of 12.22AM on May 6th, 2008 Samantha Gail Turner is done with her last college paper ever!

i'm so totally excited!!! only 2 more finals and then COLLEGE IS OVER!!!!

i did it all by myself with no one's help. it's all mine.

now on to bigger and better things.

horsegirl1999@yahoo.com — Thu, 17 Apr 2008 19:25:21 GMT

Scrappy and Baylee just got groomed and they look ridiculously cute.

i also got my last guardasil shot which isn't fun.

graduating in like a little over 3 weeks. may 16th!!! omg i can't believe i'm graduating so soon. Grahame and i have to figure out when we want our graduation party and we have to share the day...yay. silly grahame not graduating in 4 years like normal people.

have 2 more papers left to write before i'm finally done with school. exciting!

horsegirl1999@yahoo.com — Tue, 11 Mar 2008 03:53:40 GMT

i am so going to Ireland in like 3 DAAAAAAYYSSSSSSSSSSSS. OMG it's crazy. Got Euro's today and they look like monopoly money. also got my eyebrows done and i'm getting my hair done so that i can attract the nice irish men. i am psychedd!

finally started my massage program with Czardas as well which is good cause i was pissing myself of with my boring soap opera of the last couple weeks causing me to not be able to get to the barn. looks like it will be interesting to work with. Funn

IRELAND!!!!! your jealous

horsegirl1999@yahoo.com — Sun, 02 Dec 2007 20:42:50 GMT

so grahame and i got attacked by a huge goat today. yeah that was interesting.

horsegirl1999@yahoo.com — Tue, 13 Nov 2007 04:31:17 GMT

so things to look forward too

Dane Cook on Saturday at TDbank north building

Going shopping on Sunday with Nora after hours. I get to go to Solomon Pond mall from 7-10 with only a few other people since i bought a ticket!!

Pigs lab on monday!!! i get to play with pigssss

Virginia Tuesday-Friday...not sure if i look forward to that

house to myself from this saturday to next saturday...i think i should have a partay

Friday the 30th Scrappy's 3rd B-day!!! also going into boston to the bars and getting drunk

Dec 10th going to play with Llamas and alpacas!!! yaaaay

Furthest away is march 13th where i get to go to IRELAND!!!!!!!!

horsegirl1999@yahoo.com — Thu, 08 Nov 2007 01:32:29 GMT

so today i went to the barn and watched my friend have a lesson for dressage. her horse is a gorgeous mover.

then ran to school and made my schedule for the last semester:

M, W, F 11:00-11:50 Business Communications
M, W, F 12:00-12:50 Human Growth and Development
T. TH    9:00-10.15   Equine Sports Massage Therapy
M           2:00-3:50     Equine Sports Massage Therapy Lab
W          6:00-8:45     Farrier Science

quite exciting!!!! then i'll be done. I mean done done

Skipping school tomorrow to go to the Equine Affaire in Springfield, MA. thats my exciting life

horsegirl1999@yahoo.com — Wed, 07 Nov 2007 02:33:30 GMT

so today i called my friend Kelly who i have't talked to in awhile and i found out some news that really shocked me

apparently another one of my friends who is only 19 mind you is pregnant. she got pregnant on purpose. i can't believe that she would do this to herself. she's been with this guy for maybe a year and not many guys can be trusted especially when babies are involved so i'm pretty scared for her. especially since when her parents find out there is no way that they'll take her in if the boyfriend kicks her out.

on a happier note tomorrow i sign up for my last semester of college classes ever!

horsegirl1999@yahoo.com — Wed, 10 Oct 2007 02:57:31 GMT

SCRATCH LAST POST.

I AM GOING TO IRELAND!!!!!

MARCH 14TH-18TH. BOO YA!

4 DAYS OF RIDING, ST PATTIES,
IRISH ~~BOYS~~ MEN, AND DRINKING!

whats better?

ireland!!!

horsegirl1999@yahoo.com — Tue, 09 Oct 2007 03:24:13 GMT

WHO'S MOST LIKELY GOING TO IRELAND???

ME!!!

and during st. pattys!!!!! woohoo booze

Funny clip

horsegirl1999@yahoo.com — Mon, 09 Jul 2007 23:53:21 GMT

http://www.funnyordie.com/videos/74

this is really funny

only 5 days of school left

horsegirl1999@yahoo.com — Tue, 24 Apr 2007 18:23:18 GMT

well i'm in the library again. it is ridiculously hot in here so i'll be leaving and goin to the lake soon.

my financial teacher who i'm not a big fan of keeps making us print out these 10-k's for different busienss. (a 10-k is the yearly financial information for a company). well they are usually like 100 pages. so if there is 16 in the class that is 1600 pages. ridiculous. we've printed out like 3 now. not too happy of that. i guess i'll go have to hug trees now.

well its too hot going to the lake.

horsegirl1999@yahoo.com — Tue, 27 Mar 2007 18:21:49 GMT

well i'm in my favorite place the library...yay.

today's been an interesting day mostly cause it didnt start out the way i would've liked. i have to come to school tomorrow for a 10 minute meeting which i'm not too pleased about but what can you do about it.

but its really nice out so i'm gonna go sit out by the lake we have here. you know your jealous.

horsegirl1999@yahoo.com — Thu, 22 Mar 2007 04:00:06 GMT

i had to make the decision to move back upstairs...i'm beginning to really regret that.

also would it piss you off if the person who is moving into where your living is already painting when you havent moved out yet?

horsegirl1999@yahoo.com — Wed, 21 Mar 2007 02:56:01 GMT

hehe. so i totally just found the best prank to pull on a certain person but i'm not going to let you know what i did and who i did it too until it happens. it'll happen on saturday. hopefully it'll actually work!!
i'm pretty stoked

webkins

horsegirl1999@yahoo.com — Tue, 20 Mar 2007 03:21:54 GMT

so i'm totally the coolest person. i now own a webkins...
whats a webkins you ask?
a webkins is a stuffed animal you get. you get a code with this pet and you can log in and start looking after your online pet. yep so i have an online pet called Cici. she is a pegasus and she's better then you.

yep be jealous

www.webkins.com

bored

horsegirl1999@yahoo.com — Mon, 19 Mar 2007 03:29:16 GMT

Write exactly whats in your head and don't change it...

1. My 'ex' is still :: dont have one
2. I am listening to :: lost
4. I love :: Lucas and Scrappy
5. My best friend :: is a boy
6. I don't understand : whats going on
7. I lost my respect for :: massachusetts drivers
8. I last ate :: chips
9. The meaning of my display name is :: listener
10. Love is :: confusing and what i have
11. Somewhere :: over the rainbow
12. I will always :: wonder what could've been if he had stayed
13. Love seems to :: mess with everyone's head
14. I never ever want to lose :: my friends
15. My mobile phone is :: useable
16. When I woke up this morning :: i wanted to go back to sleep
17. I get annoyed with:: other drivers
18. Parties :: some are ok
19. My pets :: are amazing
20. Kisses :: ugh last night :)
21. Today I :: started to paint my room
22. I wish :: i could feel safe again
23. I really want :: to cuddle with Lucas

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY—

What would you rather be called?
01. Babe or baby:: baby
02. Sweetie or Honey:: Honney
03. Darling or Hunny:: darling

PRESENTLY-
01. is your hair wet?:: no
02. is your cell phone right by you?:: nope
03. do you miss someone?:: yeah
04. are you wearing chap stick?:: every day
05. are you tired?:: somewhat
06. are you excited?:: not really
07. are you watching tv?:: yeah watching LOST
08. are you wearing pajamas?:: no

HAVE YOU-
01. recently done anything you regret?:: no
02. ever lied?:: yeah
03. ever stuck gum under a desk?:: nope
04. ever kicked someone?:: not seriously
05. ever tripped over your own feet?:: oh yeah

TODAY-
01. have you cursed?:: no
02. have you yelled at someone?:: no
03. have you gotten mad at someone?:: not mad

RANDOM-
Q: is there a person who is on your mind right now?:: yeah :-)
Q: do you have any siblings?:: yep Grahame
Q: Do you want children?:: someday
Q: do you smile often? :: yeah
Q: do you wish on stars? :: not usually
Q: do you untie your shoes every time you take them off? :: nope
Q: when did you last cry? :: almost today but wednesday
Q: do you like your handwriting: nah
Q: are your toenails painted? :: they're all chipped up
Q: are you a friendly person? :: yeah too friendly
Q: who's bed did you sleep in last night?: mine
Q: what size ring do you wear?:: my ring finger is 8 and middle finger is 9
Q: what color shirt are you wearing?:: not wearing a shirt. :-)I'm not naked....nooo

Q: what were you doing at 7 PM yesterday?:: hanging out with Julie and Kristy at Chilis
Q: Is tom on your friends list?:: nope
Q: look to your right :: remote control

ANSWER ALL OF THEM TRUTHFULLY

1. last beverage:
water

2. last phone call:
Lucas

3. last instant message:
Grahame

4. last cd played:
uhh the one Luke Made me

5. last BUBBLE bath:
way too long ago

6. last time you cried:
u already asked me that...almost today but before that wednesday

SIX HAVE YOU EVERS:
1. dated someone twice:
like dated dated no...but gone on a date with yes

2. been cheated on?:
not that i know of

3. kissed someone & regreted it?:
no

4. lost someone special?
yeah

5. been depressed?:
yeah

6. been drunk and threw up?:
nope

LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
1. Blue
2. Black
3. Red
4. Pink

THIS MONTH HAVE YOU
1. Cried a lot?
not this month

2. Fallen out of love?
nope

3. Laughed until you cried?
no

4. Met someone who changed your life?
i met someone a long time ago who did

5. Found out who your true friends were?
i already knew

6. Is there something you want to tell to someone?
kinda yeah

and no i will not lj cut

horsegirl1999@yahoo.com — Wed, 14 Mar 2007 02:02:40 GMT

1) Are you in a complicated relationship?
no. my relationship isn’t that complicated…I love him and he loves me

2) Relationships or one night stands?:
relationships

3) Do you hang out with more guys or girls?
depends on the time. Right now mostly girls

4) Who was the last person you said i love you to?
Luke

5) Who was the last person that made you mad?
umm prob my mum

6) Who was the last person that made you cry?:
Luke…:-\

7) Who was the last person that made you laugh?:
My family and the dogs and julie

8) Who was the last person to text you?
Luke

9) Who was the last person to call you?
Julie

10) Where were you yesterday?
NJ…if only I could still be there

11) Name one thing that is always on your mind?
the want to go to the playground or CVS

12) Favorite genre of music?:
alternative I guess

13) What is your zodiac sign?
cancer

14) What time were you born?
umm I don’t remember

15) Do you like beer?
don’t think so

16) Have you made a prank phone call?
yeah

17) What is the most embarrassing CD you own?:
umm I used to own Britney Spears…nothing raelly

18) Are you sarcastic?
hahaha queen of sarcasm

19) What is your favorite color(s)?
blue and black

21) Summer or winter?
winter for snow. Summer for no school

22) Is anyone in love with you?:
yeah he says hes is

23) Favorite color to wear?
ummm I don’t really have a favorite color to wear I just wear a lot of black

24) Pepsi or Coke?:
coke

25) Chocolate, vanilla or strawberry ice cream?
chocolate

26) Where is your second home?:
hmmm the barn when I have a barn to go too

27) Have you ever slapped someone?:
not seriously

28) Have you ever punched a guy in the nuts?:
no

29) How many lamps are in your bedroom?:
1

30) How many video games do you own?
hehe I owned 1 but I don’t know where it went

31) What was your first pet?:
hmm a dog named JC

33) Do you think glasses are sexy?:
not a big fan. But some can

34) Do you use chap stick?:
oh yeah

35) Name 3 teachers from high school:
Mrs. Sims, Mr. Dempsey, and Mrs. Dix

36) American Eagle or Abercrombie?:
neither

37) Are you too forgiving?
umm I’m not sure

38) How many children do you want and their names?
I’m thinking 2 is a good number..but we’ll see. I like Sabrina or Xander

39) Do you own something from Hot Topic?:
haha yeah

40) Favorite breakfast meal?
cinnamon toast crunch

41) Do you own a gun?
no way

42) Ever "thought" you were in love?:
I know I’m in love

43) When was the last time you cried?:
yesterday. Didn’t want to come home

44) What did you do 2 nights ago?:
hung out with lucas. Watched Num3ers .

45) Olive Garden?:
yummy

46) Have you ever called your teacher mommy?
hahahahahaha umm no

47) Have you ever been in a castle?:
yeah

48) Nicknames?:
Sam, Spam, Mantha

49) Do you know anyone named Bertha?:
no

50) Ever been to Kentucky?:
no

51) Do you own something from Banana Republic?
noooo

52) Are you thinking about somebody right now?:
yeah 

53) Ever called somebody Boo?:
no

54) Do you smoke?:
try not too. Haven’t in a while

55) Do you drink?:
not really

56) Are you happy with your life right now?:
hmm yeah I think so. There are something’s I would love to be different

57) Do you like your hair?:
no its boring right now

58) Does anyone have a crush on you?:
not really crush more love 

59. Who likes you but won't ever admit it?
umm your mom?

60) What were you doing in May of 1994?:
oh my goodness how am I suppose to remember that….in second grade so prob school

61) Do you own a Backstreet Boys CD?:
i did!

62) McDonalds or Wendys?:
Wendy's

64) Are you closer to your mother or father?:
mother all the way

65) Favorite physical feature of the preferred sex?:
eyes

67) Have you ever eaten pasta?:
umm yeah!

68) Do you own a webcam?
yeah

69) Have you ever stripped?:
no

70) Ever broken a bone?:
not yet

71) Do you like school?:
its not bad…but summer is always welcome

72) Pringles or Lays?:
pringles

73) Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
not that I know of

74) Do you own a dictionary?:
yeah

75) Full House or The Brady Bunch?:
full house

76) Did you like your high school guidance counselor?:
didn’t spend that much time with him

77) Has anyone ever called you a tease?
no

78) Do you have a birth mark?
not really

79) Do you work?:
when I have a job

80) Can you cook?
sue

82) 5 things that annoy you:
-most other drivers
-slow drivers
-joans dogs
-being confused about where my life is going
-my brain pisses me off more then anything

83) Do you text often?
yeah

84) Money or love?:
Love

85) Do you have any scars?:
one

86) What do you want more than anything right now?:
to be with the one I love or to be hanging out with a bunch of friends

87) Do you enjoy scary movies?:
haha no…I only watch them when I have someone to hold on to

88) Do you hate more than 3 people?:
I don’t hate anyone. I dislike people.

89) Big Red or Juicy Fruit?:
juicy fruit

90) Do you enjoy greasy food?:
no

91) Who do you admire?
umm I’m not sure anymore

92) Do you own a box of crayons?
sadly no

93) How many houses have you lived in?
5

95) Favorite alcoholic beverage?:
right now a margarita

96) Have you ever tripped someone?
didn’t mean too

97) Least favorite school subject?
foreign language

98) How many pairs of shoes do you own?:
oh I have no clue

99) Do you own a Ramones CD?
no

100) What's your dad's name?
stephen

horsegirl1999@yahoo.com — Wed, 14 Mar 2007 00:42:43 GMT

How much have YOU changed in 3 years?

How old were you?
Then: 17
Now: 20

Where did you go to school?
Then: Acton Boxborough Highschool
Now: Mount Ida College

Where did you work?
Then: Acton Extended Day
Now: Unfortunately no where

Where did you live?
Then: Acton, MA
Now: Acton, MA

Where did you hang out?
Then: My house, Julies, Bilerica Building, Nicole's house, the barn
Now: My house, sometimes Lukes house, at college

Who was your best friend?
Then: Julie, Nora, Chris, Luke, Kelly, Nicole, Lindsay, Grahame, Masha, John K
Now: Luke, Julie, Nora, Chris, Grahame, Evan, Julie K, Lauren, Masha, John K

What was your hair style:
Then: uh i have no clue. some kinda of bright color, maybe orange or something
Now: medium length brown and boring

Did you wear glasses:
Then: yeah
Now: yeah

How many tattoos did you have?
Then: None
Now: none yet

How many piercings did you have?
Then: 4
Now: 12

What was your worst fear?
Then: being unloveable
Now: being alone

Had you smoked a cigarette?
Then: nope
Now: yeah

You been arrested?:
Then: nope only pulled over
Now: nope

Had your heart broken?
Then: yeah
Now: have't since.